ok so i freaked 4 a minute

i wanted this crap out of me body now when it comes out i freak out..it hurts and feels so strange..i read that it goes into remission but hope that the feeling of hot glass bursting thru my skin is result of not zapping..now i think im only controling the symptoms. I gotta figure out how to kill it..it messes with my circuitry . The spots where ive been feelin activity have been producing fibers last few days and they hurt & itch when they come out.